My co-workers and Shadowmoor folks are my second family and I love all of you. I appreciate all the good thoughts, wishes and prayers. I am okay just very tired since I have not been sleeping well but what is new about that..lol
The tavern will operate as usual with the exception that for this event, I have to be off site no later than 4:00 on Sunday.
I gave my surgeon’s office the October event dates and told them they had to work my surgery around that date.
My work and the tavern are the two things I have control over so they are what I am concentrating on at this time. I am leaving all the cancer related stuff to the experts. I will show up when needed, only because I have not been able to talk anyone into taking my place, and do what I need to do. LOL I guess that includes getting poked with needles, which I thoroughly detest! I would rather laugh about this than cry a single tear. When I think of how much worst it could be or the situations other folks are going though, I feel very lucky.
I am leaving all the news updates to my dear friend, Michele. She is the best “husband” in the whole world. The title “husband” may be a joke but the “love, compassion and understanding” she shows me is in no way a joke. When I don’t want to deal with things, Michele steps in and takes over. When I started to become very confused and worn out from having to repeat over and over what we were finding out, she saw my tiredness, confusion and frustration and offered to be my mouthpiece, just like she does in the tavern, and I was more than willing to accept her offer.
I hope everyone understands why things are being done this way now. Please do not feel sorry for me, I believe I am very lucky and if I have to have cancer then this is the best way for it to happen. It was caught extremely early thanks to Dr. Oz (the TV show) and it seems to be an easy fix. Plus I have the strength of all of you behind me.
Now do I have any volunteers to take my place with the needles?
Nancy/Chandella
